matteoflrnzi:

How did I not realize before? How could this happen to me? To me? When I had it all so clear? I knew the theory by heart. And I’d see the girls from outside and say “damn, I mean, it’s obvious, how can they not realize? How are they not stopping this?” And now I’m in their situation and… I didn’t stop it. I’m so stupid. But, you’re not the one to blame. For anything. Yes, I am. Yes, girl, it was me the one who lied to you, the one that let this happen, the one that pushed you away… And… The worst of all is that… I’m still thinking about him.. And I miss him. I just don’t understand. What’s wrong with me? […] Look, if there’s something I’m 100% sure of is that you’re not to blame, of anything. If someone’s to blame, it’s him. Period. Nothing more. It’s been enough of blaming the victim. Only, hey! Only he’s to blame. And that’s it. Not you.